when i turned 21,,,

when i turned 21,
so displeasing felt the morning sun.
it was just another habitual sunny day
minus you, my love was far far away.

you affirmed, "you were sorry
for you cant make it today"
i mourned but, "no worry;
work comes first." was all i could say.

with no special plan
i just pulled myself off to work.
thinking of how heartless you could be
unaware of your flight to mumbai had already land.

tring tring tring
' @#&*$ calling' at 10am my phone ring
"surprise surprise" a happy birthday song
i heard you sing.

i remember the prior night i cried
"please tell me your here and come to me right now."
hearing which you said nothing just sighed.
celebrating without you?... naahh... my heart didn't allow.

you kept my words, you kissed my tears
you heard my cries and set in the right gears

flowers, chocolates, diamonds all are so fergile,
the best gift that you could bring to me
your twinkling eyes, your colgate smile;
your arms was the only place i wanted to be.


you make my day and not the sun,
i felt in love with you, when i turned 21.

When I think of ME & YOU!!!

When the first time we spoke
our conversation was no better than a joke.
but sooner we connected unexpectedly strong
with just a sound we knew if something was wrong.
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets and
what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,

who would have thought
we would become more than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
a boy so caring and gentle,
with a heart so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know you like no one I have ever known,
and sometime I wonder what I'd do if you were gone?
So I have decided time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.
I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.
Time will reveal,what lies ahead
but always remember what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for yo
I am never letting go.

Remember me always
and I will too.
I always think of
me and you.


© Ketz.

my busy bee..

Look at you,
my busy busy bee!

I wonder how you find time for me, to make me smile again.
Work work and work, I never see you free.
But still I realised, you were there for me all along.


You’re flying around everywhere I thought you’d never be.
But at least, I know, that you will always come flying back to me.
All I have to do is call, and you’re there by my side,
Making all my troubles disappear in a while.

You’ll fly to me and tell me, “You’ll be alright again, you’ll see.”
And I believe you and it works - soon enough I’m back to me.
I’m smiling. I’m happy.
I wish I could stay in your arms;
because I’d feel safe there, I feel warmer there
I feel free from all my worries
With you when all things I share.

But what will happen when you fly away forever? What will I do?
I won’t see you again. And when I call, you won’t hear me.
Because we’ll be in two very different worlds. We’ll be apart.
My feelings of euphoria will float away into nothingness and I’ll cry for you…

I fear of that day I fear of that night
Wen I wnt see u with the rising sun and the cold lite moon.
To hug me and say, “sweetheart, bye for now but I promise, il get back to you soon”


Will you fly back to me,
 my busy busy bee?

REMEMBERING v/s FORGETTING.

there was a time when remembering information was costly and time consuming, and forgetting was a natural part of human being. but then here comes the digital age. age of electronic devices. in the digital age opposite is true. in this age remembering things comes cheap, we call dem floppy  disc, memory cards , pen drives  etc. should i call it funny or strange that man trusts dez metallic n plastic chips more than his grey cells, his own brain. cheap computer storages, powerful processors , internets has made remembering a norm- at a huge cost to all of us.
the hard stored digital information never goes away, even when we wish it should. resulting in PERMANENCY OF PAST IN THE PRESENT.
consider this : today on YOur computers you have retained tons of rough drafts, yrs of email traffics, thousands of digital snapshots  WHY ? you need them? NO. By contrast deciding what to keep is costly n saving things is cheap. so just click SAVE.
today you curse facebooks, G-mails,yahoo messenger n many other chat sites that are by default saving all your conversations. though you delete them from inbox da next tym u say HI to the prsn all da past chats appear again . lolz ... dis is wat u hd wished for TECHNOLOGY.

MAN MADE MACHINES BT DNT LEARN HOW TO CONTROL THEM.

BUT it was worth remembering the value of forgetting. forgetting permits us to transcend details and generalise, to see forest and not just a tree. " decaying
 leaves allow new growth" forgetting affords us a second chance to rise above all our past mistakes. forgetting teaches us the skill of forgiving too.

so frnds... always remember the importance of forgetting .

WHY...?

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥
such a melody wn affirmation,
but a viscous curse wn interrogation.

y do i luv u ?
y do i want u ?
u alwys livd in my heart.
dn hw did i let us part?

y do i still thnk of u ?
y do i still wait for u ?
wn i knw ur nvr cumin bk
y do i still write for u?

y m i ready to die for u?
y m i ready to fly for u?
though i knw i cnt do ne of that
i wish u wud hv still blvd me n
bsides me, hand-in-hand u wud hv sat.

bt u dnt.

to my wonderful lyf
u cnt do ne wrong
im happy widout u.
i cr a dam!!! i am strong.

I am strong???

y do i lie for (to) you?
y do i live for u?

y do i luv u ?
y do i want u ?
u alwys livd in my heart.
dn hw did i let us part?

B'coz...
♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one for me?
You make me feel so wild and free,
But yet there is a dark side,
And I don’t want to be taken for a ride.
I get so lost when I gaze into your eyes,
And later wonder if you’ve been telling me lies.
You make me feel the sparks of fire,
But is it love or just desire?
I like when we’re together
And wish that this passion would last forever.
I love to feel your arms around me so tight,
But I wonder if what we’re doing is right.
But these feelings come on so strong,
How can we be wrong?
I’ve never felt such a kiss
And a touch that brings me such bliss.
So, could you be the one for me?

Dreams

dreams,
a world of your imagination
with you as its creator
every wish of your heart
painting itself down for you
nothing that goes against your beliefs
nothing that comes as an unpleasant surprise
every man around you
you are it's master
every insident that happens
you are its director
but,
every mishap that happens
you are its manipulator
dreams,
a wolrd of your imagination
with you as its destroyer
every little fear of you heart
explodes on your smiling face
nothing that can mend the loss
nothing that can stop your mind
from thinking all wrong
every fatil that happens
has you as its murderer
dreams,
a world of your imagination.

I lay alone on my bed

Tonight,
I lay alone on my bed
With a mind flooded with thoughts
And a heart drenched in emotions
I thought of speaking it out to someone
But found no one who could discern
I desperately wished to express it out
To ease that constipated feel in me
I opened my diary and grabbed my pen
And started penning down
Something which had no head or tail
I wrote, I read and I scratched it out
And the same went on and on
Till I realised this is working no good
I kept all aside and crashed on my pillow
To realise I wasn’t really alone
My shadow lay right beside me
I starred at it all night long
Cried in its presence
Off with all my worried and pains
Atlas, I thought I found a companion
But when it turned to day
Even she was gone
And yet again,
I lay alone on my bed.