Unforseen Emotions

its not every time that you could write
what your heart wants to say
you always want life to go as you expect
but it never works that way

tonight, when i sat to write
my vision shortly went too blur
tears came rolling down with a swift
my heart, full of lost emotions had got a sudden stir

i had strongly preached myself
"no expression of emotions, come what may"
failing to restrain, i craved to reach you and speak out
but feared, for my 1 desperate step and i would have to pay

so, i chose to hold back my words
all that had evolved in my heart
cry it off but in silence, for no one should know
and let this unforeseen emotions secretly depart

because,

its not every time that you could write
what your heart wants to say
you always want life to go as you expect
but it never works that way